out of circulation

I have been out of circulation for a long while now. After putting up 16 posts and waiting desperately for comments has somewhat downed my enthusiasm. It is after all a result orientated life that we lead. Without a stimulus or reward I find it hard to focus on an activity such as posting. It is not that I don’t have anything to write, just feeling lazy and unmotivated to even open the blog for there is nothing to look forward to. My teenage daughter suggested I make my presence in Facebook and introduce myself to the world. Having turned 50, I’m not too inclined to socialise rather I have the urge to isolate myself solely to the confines of mother nature and my creative thoughts. Like other older people I am obsessed with the idea that if I don’t do something fruitful, I’m wasting my time. (If my postings are read and there is interaction from fellow bloggers, it is sort of work fulfilled.)